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Sunday, November 15, 2009
7:49 AM

after all these... i came to realise, how the aching in the heart came about..
should call that the woman's instinct

im the living shadow of ..... isn't it obvious?
no matter what i did, say... no matter how much i tried.. it makes no difference. it never will

you will never understand the kinda pain i'm going through... no one will ,ever, as i never speak of it at all..

i thought i was doing it good for u, i kept mum about the whole thingy...guess its true, cos here i am having the heartaches myself...
no amount of tears that poured helps; especially during the nights , whenever i'm by myself...
the achings brought me breathlessness and close to suffocation.. the achings nearly cost me my life when i was driving home that day..

my watch was lost that night; when i was pathetically waiting almost in vain for u in the street at the bus-stop.. was it God's plan telling me that its time to really put a stop... put a stop?

i know its lies after lies, yet i just couldn't let go... simply becos i really love u..
but its really high time to put an end to it... 13 Nov shall be the last, last of everything...

"memories ae short-lived; they will delete all those unhappy moments of life and only retain the joyous ones" is one of the latest chinese song (title which i couldn't recall) i heard over the broadcast 2 days ago... let's hope it works...

save me from the nothing I’ve become..