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Friday, December 29, 2006
10:16 AM

arh...so fast its 29th of Dec le..

was invited to Kim's church at kallang on Xmas eve morning..Nice sharing session..even went to her grandparents' hse for makan!! wa.. tok abt it can make me drool...hehe miss grandma's shepherd pie..tat thick layer of cheese..alamak...lol and of cos i love her curry except not spicy enuff!

hmm...today gtg NUH again cos of the blur gynae and the clinic staffs...im supposed to do a dating scan during my last visit, but hor some hw or rather kena mistaken for some other test which im nt in favour of lor..hehe...dating scan is to determine the exact size of my baby..hee sian...

gd news is tat ydae late afternoon, received a call from ICEC Jenny tat My Little Campus Mr/Mrs Lai wanna meet me next friday evening regarding my employment! Woo Hooo...1 less worie abt job le if i can get it...Pray tat i can get it though the centre is at sembawang, rather far..
God has been really kind and generous to me and my family, i really cannot ask for more..Praise God for tat..AMEN..

if i can really get the job! then another gd news is that i wanna continue my master in this profession...mayb i can also teach the student teachers someday and earn more...its gonna be very fun! hehehe

I pray tat my baby is very healthy and normal...cos me hasnt been really well during this pregnancy..get sick easily..hahha...but still not so bad i guess..i didnt faint or vomit or got special cravings..hehe...still the same old me...except with another life in me...

okok...gonna stop...gg bk to my knitting...haiz..after finished 3 balls of wool then i realised hor my counting of the rows are wrong sia...tat means all in all..i missed out 8x3 =24 rows of stitches...arh....so blur...
nvm at least quite ok...oso jus saw i actually lost one stitch...can see sia...so malu...hahaha...anyway..the whole thingy is gonna be damn nice...cos its for my baby piglet...GIRL i hope!

tats all...
take care

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Monday, December 18, 2006
8:52 PM

wow..time passes so fast..tot its jus awhile i didnt update blog...didnt knw its been 2 weeks!!lol

shall write this 1st...
haiz well this is for U out there...
YES...finally u even tot of getting ur big ass out of my life..thank God..
i wasn't the least bit of upset at all to tell u frankly..
its like a big boulder being removed out of my life...
u may have changed ur emails, ur msn, ur hp no. shifted hse..haha..it jus shw tat u r the one who is trying so so hard to avoid me all the while...but i dun understd for wat la...anyway oso gd for me...one less thing to think of..thanks for saving my brain cells for better things than grieving! haha

ok..life for me past 2 weeks..ups and downs..alot of downs with the project grp...new grp proved to work better..mayb new chemistry bah..and the work attitude is so different..anyway...still love kim and ernie the most...the rest...arh....ahahha u knw la hor..

i was badly upset and disappointed over the science module..the whole grp crashed dwn badly due to some whom tot she's so influenial in others' life and of such great imptance...but i felt she oni created uneasiness and low self-esteem in this grp..hehe sshshhh dun tell her abt it hor..writing to vent faustration nia..dun go spread...read and forget.. i was deem to be more fortunate cos i pretended nt to be able to join the gp discussion so wasnt so much affected..but i knw my "disappearance" did somehw affect the grp too...but i wasnt really into the disscusion anyway cos everytime its jus a waste of time hearing some irrelevant issues brought up to hold up the actual work progress..hmmm...mayb shd really get into new groupings the next few modules but of cos with kim n ernie together la!!

Kim, sorie arh...so kind of u always inviting me to church, but i wasnt free to join..this sunday xmas eve..i hope i can go..hehehe..mayb get my hubby along as well la..hugs

started knitting a pinky baby blanky last weekend..hopefully this piglet gonna be a girl!! i pray hard... =)

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IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED, WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN AND WHAT WILL BE HAPPENING NEXT..
WHAT MATTERS MOST IS..HOW U GONNA DEAL WITH IT AS IT COMES & GOES AND WILL BE COMING...
TOUCH YOUR HEART BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING, COS IT MAY HURT OTHERS BADLY WITHOUT U REALISING..
THINK WITH UR CONSCIENCE BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING, COS IT MAY BRING UPFORGIVABLE AND IRREVERISBLE EFFECT ON OTHERS WITHOUT U REALISING..
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR U, MY DEAR, MY LOVE THIS LIFETIME..

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

8:50 PM

wow..time passes so fast..tot its jus awhile i didnt update blog...didnt knw its been 2 weeks!!lol

shall write this 1st...
haiz well this is for U out there...
YES...finally u even tot of getting ur big ass out of my life..thank God..
i wasn't the least bit of upset at all to tell u frankly..
its like a big boulder being removed out of my life...
u may have changed ur emails, ur msn, ur hp no. shifted hse..haha..it jus shw tat u r the one who is trying so so hard to avoid me all the while...but i dun understd for wat la...anyway oso gd for me...one less thing to think of..thanks for saving my brain cells for better things than grieving! haha

ok..life for me past 2 weeks..ups and downs..alot of downs with the project grp...new grp proved to work better..mayb new chemistry bah..and the work attitude is so different..anyway...still love kim and ernie the most...the rest...arh....ahahha u knw la hor..

i was badly upset and disappointed over the science module..the whole grp crashed dwn badly due to some whom tot she's so influenial in others' life and of such great imptance...but i felt she oni created uneasiness and low self-esteem in this grp..hehe sshshhh dun tell her abt it hor..writing to vent faustration nia..dun go spread...read and forget.. i was deem to be more fortunate cos i pretended nt to be able to join the gp discussion so wasnt so much affected..but i knw my "disappearance" did somehw affect the grp too...but i wasnt really into the disscusion anyway cos everytime its jus a waste of time hearing some irrelevant issues brought up to hold up the actual work progress..hmmm...mayb shd really get into new groupings the next few modules but of cos with kim n ernie together la!!

Kim, sorie arh...so kind of u always inviting me to church, but i wasnt free to join..this sunday xmas eve..i hope i can go..hehehe..mayb get my hubby along as well la..hugs

started knitting a pinky baby blanky last weekend..hopefully this piglet gonna be a girl!! i pray hard... =)

************************************************************************************
IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED, WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN AND WHAT WILL BE HAPPENING NEXT..
WHAT MATTERS MOST IS..HOW U GONNA DEAL WITH IT AS IT COMES & GOES AND WILL BE COMING...
TOUCH YOUR HEART BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING, COS IT MAY HURT OTHERS BADLY WITHOUT U REALISING..
THINK WITH UR CONSCIENCE BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING, COS IT MAY BRING UPFORGIVABLE AND IRREVERISBLE EFFECT ON OTHERS WITHOUT U REALISING..
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR U, MY DEAR, MY LOVE THIS LIFETIME..

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Saturday, December 02, 2006
6:47 PM

haha..its a new mth again..here i am updating the PAST happenings..

alot has been gone thru'.. saddness, unfairness, tireness, fun, enjoyments..lots u name it i have it the last mth..

hmm..nt gg to dwell on the stupid BLACK ROUND HAIRY thingy in my blog updates..cos it has cause us many unhappiness..my piglet doesnt want me to tok further abt it..cos it can cause us our gd brain cells, our life and happiness..hehe

we enjoyed alot during our planning, preparations and setting up of the classrooms till the very last presentation to the class...all fulfilment u cannot use any word to describe..the process is really wonderful..i've said this in my reflection and im gg to say it again..watever hiccups tat comes along...it only proved that a even better relationships and team spirits are fostered.. we knw who are where and are for us when in need of help..

i jus wanna say THANK GOD for this learning process, im sure we all have grown wiser from this lesson learnt the hard way..
THANK GOD for giving me strength to not hold any grudges or hatred within me ... cos i think my little piglet did a great job to let mummy over come this as well..cos its really meaningless to keep unhappiness to ourselves at any time... time to grow out of it and life still has to go on..

haha...last thingy..me nowadays get very emotional lor..so u ppl ard me pls pls bear with me..think my piglet wants me to let out this way so tat no grudes or watsoever can be stored in me..haha LOVE u all lah..

me oso in the stage of STM..i cant really recall exactly hw many weeks & days is my piglet sia..the only way is to keep the tablets wic i have to take daily and do counting!! argh...
so my piglet has stepped into---ermmm... 10W6D old as at today...haha
15 Dec gotta go for blood tests..hope everything is good..

okie..gotta eat liao...hunger strikes is a bad sign of angry woman!

save me from the nothing I’ve become..