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havent been updting of late.. Ben is surely my boy, u knw y? cos he's got my stoning effects! hahahahaha see.....nt cos laziness la..nt cos no topic to touch on..too many things duno which and where to begin.. =) a good lame excuse rite? heeeanyway... had been tied down by many tenders calculations of late. some boss given too late, some are new this week...hahaha i love the challenges BUT i missed working under the sun!!! i missed the HEAT, the SHINE, the SWEAT... =)i hate doing R.A. man!! can someone be so kind to save me?? hahah jus trying to find better excuses to siam this task...anyway, emailed a very nasty letter to Quality Service MAnager of HDB and complain the service attitude of the staffs attending to my ceiling leak case ydae. this afternoon called and said still gotta go thru MP to endorse the case before anything can be done..wth.. then in the 1st place shd have told me tat during the hse visit!! wanna go thru MP, make me "do more work"? tat staff will be crazy if i hv to go to MP for this maintenanace issue... i make sure he's got no "free time" either.some random pics taken of late... =) oh ya btw...BEN says "papapapapapapapapapapa....paopaopaopao...mucks mucks mucks..." hahhaa so cutehe did tat in the bus when i fetch him hm jus now...so cute and funny till the aunties smile... =) love u Ben darling
Bryan, Ben and Faith (niece)
Bryan asked to take photo with Ben again... but he dun smile properly!
I was trying to get Ben into the camera frame, he surely has grown "longer"
then Bryan said he oso wana the same! hahha
so he have it his way...and cheers la...
it been exactly aweek since i last blog
hw time files..
i've been sososososo lookg fwd to 18 Feb...but only to receive yet another disappointment.
i guess expectations bound to be attached with some disappointment to begin with...
=) anyway its the mindset thingy... at that moment highly disappointed...but on the other hand..actually it cld be some blessing in disguise... u nv knw...
jus finished my safety course finally and thank God... i passed without much study. not bcos im damn smart...lol cos i stayed alert during lesson time...lol u can nv imagine a class of 35 students and there's only one lady in it. its nt fun for the 1st 2 days...hahha...cos i kept super quiet and sat at the last row near the exit...kekeke...then the trainer always one kind..."how abt the only lady in our class" then kena bombard la... =) and i act blur of cos...even if i knw abit i said i nv seen this before...hahha...and act like an idiot la...so can stay out of "troubles"
with this cert hoping to go further and get WSH officer =) at least some backup in career,other than my teaching line... =)
tmr...erm... i meant later today... gg bk to wrk...haiz...got many things awaiting for me in the HQ.
work concerning my own site, all my Shifu & Don settle without alerting me...other ppl's site... i oso must help do presentation slides and present to clients for them; do risk assessment for them...sianz...actually i dun quite understd their scope of work how to prepare and present on their behalf? i steady can do presentation but definitely not on the things im unfamilar with...if kena bombard cant ans its like efforts gone down the drain...u knw wat i mean? ya...unprofessional lor... jus bcos they so gungho ask boss to tok to me..and all sosososososososo last min when they alrdy got the award letter longlong time...haiz... i really dun like ppl using BOSS's name to weigh me down..
they themselves oso knw hw to do jus plain lazy...haiz...
anyway... =) look on the brightside...more work can keep me bz and not think (anyhw) too much ...
another sleepless nite...i think...cant seem to sleep at all... =[ argh........
the happiest day turned out ugly... BUT I can always hope for another happier day isnt it?
the decision is in my hands... =]
ok...gona try to ZZzzz.
Jesus Heal Kim's heart & feelings; heal ernie's as well...
Hv faith... just do our best and God will do the rest.
Rest in HIS arms ya? Amen
gosh...another slpless nite...
Zi.. i'm like an idiot.. =((
anyway, came across this at a facebook discussion chat..
Someone asked to inspire him, what love is actually.... =)
i guess nobody has the right/wrong answer to it
to me, love is UNCONDITIONAL..
u will nv know/ appreciate what love is...till ur in it urself.
there's no exact explanation for it.
Post #29SpeedWeed Kaijū wrote
on Sep 14, 2007 at 2:42 AM.
The lyrics for Technologic by Daft Punk.
It just seems very appropriate.
"Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, melt - upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, curl it, find it,
View it, coat it, jam - unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pose it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, twitch - update it,
Name it, rate it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax - rename it,
Touch it, bring it, Pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, stop - format it."
Love is one of the most abused words right up there with the word "friend".
Talk is cheap, supply exceeds demand.
People use it when they want to get something.
An emotion often used to justify one's logic behind one's actions.
Love tends to be frivolous for most people.
I guess most use it as a stronger word to use, where "like" would have been more appropriate. But thats just me.
In this context of human to human relationship.
I would put it as a fondness or affection for an individual, often or not there isn't any real justification or logical explanation.
A bond and affection you feel for the individual, be it your parents, siblings or your spouse/bf/gf.
Being loved is a blessing, loving another person is another ball game altogether.
Loving someone, means giving unconditionally.
How much you feel for the person, reflects how far you are willing to go.
I mean we all put up with shit from another person because we love them.
Family, our pets, close friends, and our other half.
Falling in love is perhaps the most dangerous endeavor known to man.
You are willing to risk everything and your own well being is secondary.
You give and give and give.
When you say you love someone, it means you are willing to die for the person.
Like how far your parents are willing to go for provide and take care you and your siblings.
We all think love would make us happy, an unfortunate misconception.
Unrequited love anyone?
You want the person you love to be happy.
I guess alot of people mistake infatuation for love.
As my friend put it: After all, what does prince charming know about cinderella except for her shoe size?
For me love means, though you may never touch her hand, hold her in your arms, hear her voice, talk to her, see her again.
You still love her with all your heart.
You want the person to be happy always irregardless of whether they deserve it or not.
I had a dream afew days ago, which really disturbed.
Despite all the lies, the hurt, the deceit.
I realized how i still loved the person, though i don't like her as much anymore.
The really lucky people fall in and out of love easily.
Unfortunately for me, I never really stop loving someone.
I just let the person go and hope they will be happy.
Cuts like a knife, leaves nothing but scar tissue.
Love hurts and sometimes i suspect i must be sadomasochistic.
Alas i believe that I can't change what I believe in, just because it causes me grief.
So i submit to you, don't fall in love.
It makes as much sense as gambling your life on a roulette table.
Don't let people in, and get too close, because eventually they will leave you.
Love is not the bed of roses that fairy tales make it out to be.
i like this song for its lyrics. njy
期待你的爱
曲:林俊杰 词:林怡凤 许环良
my life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅
想要找回来自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来
期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
你的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱
CNY liao...super fast eh...
havent got time to sit and blog...vr tired, havent been slping well..
busy like hell...did the house cleaning along as usual...
=) havent book my instructor and schedule my trainings...haiz...i tink the licence wont be in time for my 28th bdae...
many things happen in this 1 week plus...
bryan got punched by cow twice on the right knee, twice on his left shoulder bone... so hard that i can even hear the beating from my bedroom...goodness me....bruises formed almost instantly...i think my tears alrdy frozen...all drained into my stomach..seeing bryan crying so pathetically and was in such pain to even move abit... quickly embrace him.. shouted at cow...think this was my 1st time raising my voice at him. "tell the teachers i hit him la!" he shouted bk cockly...
"yes...of cos..if the teachers asked, bryan u tell teachers to charge him for abuse and get him arrested.." was all tat i said for tat day...
i cleaned bryan up and rubbed zambuk onto the affected areas...and it hurts me to hear bryan still so defensive of cow... "cos i nv behave...i wan to behave mummy...." Jesus me...wat have i done to get my boy into this?
if u wanna punch...jus punch me and nt my boys........ i wonder hw much strength hv i got to pull thru... sometimes i wish..... =1
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i'm here
r u there still?
shunning away?
i'm still here waiting...
waiting for...?
i oso dun dare to think more...
is it wat nt belongs to me...
or used to belong to me bt alrdy gone...
gone with the wind....
i'm here...
though ur back...
but all... all seems so far away