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Monday, October 30, 2006
4:41 AM

wa..since when? 2nd Oct..i havent been blogging sia..
nt say lazy too bz wif sch projects and of cos my lovely practicum which commences on 17 Oct till 3rd Nov.
can't believe i've survived the practicum for 2 weeks le...another 1 week more to go..
attached to My Little Campus (Canberra)..haha 1st day there was a total torture for me and Azzy with the playgrp children (2-3 yrs old)..cos my lead teacher oso MC for the 1st 3 days..we really gt natin much to do..

tat idiot mainland teacher..kns..we help she said "Teacher!! dont do this!!" " Teacher!! Dont do that!" like hell lor...so we learnt smart..2nd day..sit and do nothing..till she ask" can u help or nt?" haha..but till now i have no gd impression of her...cos she practises FAVoratism lor..haiz..bad teaching example for us to see the 1st week..

the centre overall gd lah..bt damn it ! cant take photos!! tats wat i hated!! cos i cld have hell lots of the kids photos for my observations hor!! shit them...but tell u clever me...i secretly took lor..hahaha..but i gt chk wif my practicum sup hor..she say can use..but when they ask for the report jus omit that portion out...cute right? SHAron..i realised u nt tat bad after all..hahaha..(outside lecture hall laah) hahaha

hm...i jus wanna add this portion in..hahah I DIDNT NOE IM SO POPULAR WITH THE K1 BOYS IN MY CENTRE...hahaha
during the speech and drama..i was asked to go to K1 to join lah..cos i had missed the last friday lor..then the boys hor like wat..when i went in the room they all rushed to fight to sit next to me lor!!hahaha..Cherry was beside me she says" they always like tat one!" hahaha
so i tot cos i was NEW to them, tats y...then something happen lor!! (laugh 1st cos u will be laughing nonstop)

there's this boy Benjamin, he finally gt to sit next to me..very closely..he looked at me..then said" I like u Teacher Serene" smiled...i tot its normal for children to say these to teachers so i smiled back..awhile later..he asked " U married?" "YES" came my firm answer..guess wat..he sat away from me.."huh.." hahaha..feel like laughing sia...then he sat back next to me looking.."u dun look like a Mummy lor..But i like u Teacher Serene." i was like...okie...smiled again..

throughout the lesson he wasnt paying much attention...keep looking at me...haiyo!! so i pretend i see natin..till the teacher ask for volunteers for the drama...

on off he will cm bk and sit nxt to me..when he went off..other boys fight to sit nxt to me..when he cm bk..he fight bk the seat! ..hahah can die laughing sia..

Cherry told me something cute.."eh..u go ask him..he gt gf in class leh..both of them damn open..u ask..he will tell u his gf is Bernassa.." hahah so i playfully asked him..happen tat the ger was nxt to me sia..he hesitated and said "Bernassa" then he looked at her and said" eh Bernassa, i Love Teacher Serene leh.." then he touch my hand..aiyoyo..

then i was doing some recordings of hw the teaching was carried out, he asked" who gave u this pen (New Zealand)?" " my friend" i told him.." Who is ur friend?" i was puzzled byt he qns and told him "someone u duno lor.." smiled..then u can nv guess he will say this "I Love u so U must tell me who is ur friend whom gave u this pen.." i was like HUHUHUHUH???!?!!?!!?!
then i pretend nv hear...

as the lesson went on..he damn cute..cm to me again asked, touching my hair.." why u dun tie ur hair? Monday u cm tie ur hair lah..like Bernessa." i was like..dun tell me Bernassa's 2 pony tails was the result of his "request"? hahaha i jus brushd him off" no lah, i dun tie hair de.."
"Monday u cm wear a dress lah...u look nice on it..with ur hair tied up.." i was like...help me somebody!!! hahahahaha and i pretend nv hear again

the teacher ended off the lesson with a game..all to form a circle..so this Benjamin so happily held my hand lah..his gf oso..so i gt only 2 hands hor..hw to hold the other boys' hands? there's this one boy cried over this issue of nt able to hold my hand..i felt bad and shocked..th teacher assure me.." its ok..Jerome's always like tat.he has special preference over whom to be with" i felt bad lah...but God only gave me 2 hands leh!!the game was to play opp the previous person action lah..so whoever did wrongly will be out..so many ppl out ..finali Bernassa oso out..Jerome saw..run vr swiftly to sit nxt to me...aiyo..drooling and the nose oso running at the same time..i was like...poor thing..cry till like...aiyo...

hahaa..as the teacher ended the lesson...all the children run and hug me together i was nearly toppled over lor..i was happy lah..but this Benjamin...aiyo...like wat...dun let go...till Teacher Joyce asked for them to go back to their class next door...then...finally...the realease...

haha..and i went bk to my playgrp for music and movement lor..so fun lah...

now come to think of it..im gonna miss..ZhiKang, Isis, Junrong,Zareth, Haoran...everybody infact in the playgrp...so cute so innocent lor...and marcus...hope he can adapt better and that johnathan..be more independent, Junrong to start to eat more veggies! and lastly..my wories..Zareth!! u gotta speak up..i came 2 weeks..hardly hear u speak for more than 5 words..10 sentences!! GOD,i pray for the better for these children...all so innocent...so cute...and of cos pray for their health and progress in everything...I LOVE THEM TO BITS...really gonna miss them

hopefully the centre can allow me to take a class photo with them at least lah...dun be some mean lor... as a memorance..then nxt yr i cm bk to teach, they will be in N1 lor..so fast hor..
all the best to these children

and ME!! my last paper havent start! Special Needs...i think im one..hahaha ok tmr gotta start if nt i die..Wed cant submit...heee

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this is always meant for u
I Miss U
I Love U
with all my heart..
thanks for everything...i cherish them..they will always be a part of me
"U r the 1 st thing i think of in the morning and the last think on my mind before i go to bed"
(qouted from Kelyn's msn nick- nt really word for word..but something like this, and thanks i like ur nick alot!)

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Monday, October 02, 2006
8:52 AM

wa...i did blog the few days ago..but then kena hang la..so lazy to retype everything cos the way i phrase the feeling is diff liao so...ur wnt get to read la..too bad..haha

anyway jus a quick one...
last Friday after class went to do my brows wif fairy, kim and ernie at cathay browhouse lor..
its expensive but the result damn gd lah...i like..anyway its my 1st time doing brows..so!haha like it alot

oso gt my new specs..old one broke lor then made a new one..still prefer green so new one STILL IN GREEN lah..except the green is not the one i used to wear lor..haha but ok lah i guess..

SBS la today..all of us stoning sia... small tok during class...lucky tat lecturer didnt point us..ar boh all kena..hahha

afternoon no formal class lah, so we all end up do nothing again..but kim,ernie and me did some write up on the +ve Guidance lah at least something lor..then guess wat
all BL till ask fairy and selvi write our names in tamil and Punjabi...wah lau..ur go see my friendster...i even ask them to write I LOVE U in their langauge on my notebook lah..haha BL rite..but at least we are learning something NEW lah ok lor..heheh

sianz...supposed to do some writing today but i damn lazy...BUT i still got do my photo port folio hor..haha now awaiting for fairy's photos for my presentation to come in then DONE!
end up chit chat wif friends over msn lah...listening to songs..and exchange views on the latest songs..haha...wa..damn sian till like tat

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haiz..i duno..
watz exactly is tat feelings called
hmm...maybe i jus tired lah...
haha..aiyo gotta perk up sia
everyone is awaiting for my daily dosage of Magical Hugs
i better be ok...otherwise will spread to the rest..hee
ya..I will be ok!
cheers

btw..i will forsake u
ya..i must erase u totally off my life..
haha...cos u r nothing but concussion in my head lah..
causing headaches and headaches..haha..

save me from the nothing I’ve become..