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i jus came to realise why that fucking bitch accused me say i go round "telling tales" abt her ..lol
she must have cm to read my blog la where else...
i wonder hw to broadcast her "NEWS" when i've gt oni 5 links and these 5 links are the closest to me...and maybe they hardly cm to read as well... or mayb the day they cm in that piece of new has bcm an old one...since im blogging rather freq now...lol
GOOD...good that u knw hw to cm to read my blog...
im telling u something here as well...
U tarnished your own credibility long long time ago...since ??? ...during my poly times or earlier... u r the one who harboured the 2 younger ones to urself and shut them and urself fr me..and then self claimed im the one who dun appreciate or dote the younger ones...tell me hw to when u cast influential stupidity ideas on them...u dun and nv will understd tat extend of hurt i have since then...
u said i kept all my $ and in hurry to get married..YES but i did give mthly allowance to both pa and ma...i dun see the need to splurge on the younger ones since they are so "obedient" to u at that time...but at times i do give them $50 or so if i get extras..
Why u think im in a hurry to get married? cos i fucking hate to stay in a house where i always have no choice but to lock myself in the room and study hard, make sure i get good grades, good cert , find good job and off i stay with my husband...then i need not hear those harsh words fr ur mouth, those idiotic glares and looks...
oh yes, u mentioned i so arrogant go round telling ppl i buy insurance fr u, buy tonic fr ah qi...hahha... tats funie...since when i go round telling ppl tat... and im telling u, i did msg u a couple times to terminate the insurance i bought fr u cos i really freaking out...no extras $$ to pay.. u din bother and nw u cm and say these kind of things...btw..the tonics, yes i bought fr ah qi when she work in HOrse Brand shop...but i nv did once say or brag or anything of such to anyone... maybe u jus jealous or wat i duno... lol
and what makes u think u gt the bloody rite to withhold the money u owed to me?
u said i created the mess... look b4 u say alrite? if im nt in need i wnt have chased u for the money... ur simply ungrateful... when ur in need of money, we trf the cash to u...nw. im in need..u give tonnes of excuses jus nt to pay me back...fine la..jus my luck to loan u the money. in the 1st place..shd hv listen to cow nt to lend it to u... fucking bitch...
and oh yes...i forgot to compliment ur husband... great show put up as well... sms me "Dajie can i trf u the money by friday? i jus used up the money to buy materials. jus collected cheque today(ie wed)" i said "fine, jus sms me when u trf"...cos i really need the money.. and fucking hell... today when i chased for the money again he replied..."i hv no money, dun ask fr me again...its between u and her" i really must applause sia...if u had said tat in the 1st place, wld i hv chased u? start to fake ineptness when asked for the money u owed...clever...shd learn fr u hor!!
i told u" my conscience is clear so speak watever u deem fit, cos mouth is urs...i cnt do anything." u said "of cos clear cos i keep all my money to myself, nv take loan."
my money i dun keep then let u keep meh? crazy... u jus hv no priority in life la..tats y messy..
who tell u i nv take loan?
i've got housing loan, renovation loan... ur tat kind of loans are wat... car loan? loan from too many parties till cant return?
i always tell myself no matter wat nv take loan fr ppl...and nw..im jus claiming back the money which is rightfully mine...so watz wrong?
and now u fucking tok like im the one who owed u the money instead...fuck!
oh ya...some more self claimed "not to be part of our family anymore...dun interfere ur biz..."
funie...i nv wan to poke my nose into ur affairs at all... if nt for my money...i wnt wanna tok to u even...cos of ur fucking life attitudes... no wonder ur a couple! good for u la congrats hor...staying on without any status in life.
nvm la i tell u...
im leaving it all to God
HE knows whats going on very well...
im jus venting this out here...getting it out...
as for the money, i of cos wan it back..they are my HARD EARNED money... HOPEFULLY in time to use it to pay for the confinement!
AMEN.
i came across an email from a frend, rather useful and no harm trying it out! scroll down to read further....
its regarding persistent coughs experienced at nites when ur in bed...either child or adult can use this method to curb the coughs. and the source states that she had personally tried it out on herself and she stopped coughing in abt 5mins and she can sleep thru'out the nite without any further coughs..
it also stated that according to the source, prolong consumption of cough mixtures often do more harm than good to the user due to the amt of chemical makeup of strong drugs.
so whatz the method?
generously rub VICKS VAPORUB onto the soles of ur feet and then cover them with socks during bedtime. and u can have a peaceful sleep without couhgs thru'out the nite.
there's no harm trying (cos no consumption of anything , merely an application of the vicks on the soles) and i intend to try it out on my son who's coughs are really bad... to be updated again on this issue. if it works then i can save $$ on medication as well rite? hehehe....
Blessed Day!
Finally after trials on 18th May and made some amendments to the steps from the web, i finally finished my dress for my cutie niece Faith Luah! tats all for today folks! im gg bk to complete the other piece bootie and still i gt plenty of yarn left, gonna make mittens as well so it makes a pair!! to be blog again! <<>> im leaving everything to GOD. cheersTA TA! The finished dress measured 16.5 " from shoulder strip to the bottom, chest 20" and bottom 24", armholes 3.5"
offically completed on 25th May since 20th May.
I made these pair of booties during my course...its cute rite...hehe, bryan said its for MEIMEI to wear...
So with the leftover yarn from the making of the dress, i source fr web and made this bootie..the other piece up and coming...
Cute rite...the finished work just measured oni 2" !! hahaha if u can't visualized see the next pic
ok now i place it on my palm, see small rite...it will just fit Zeus when he's born, fitting and will not drop off...kekeke...
aiyor..so long nv blog le...got many things to type.. The halfway done Melbur Sue Dress
duno where to start sia....
Now im a knitting craze? sourcing lots of cutie items fr net and saved for later use..lol ...now making use of the unused wools which i managed to dig out fr my storeroom to make a dress for my niece for her birthday in July. YA, JULY...making it now cos im afraid i wnt hv time to do it after i deliver... halfway thru' it... cos i made changes to the steps and the no. of stitches to the sample i obtained fr internet...Materials
3 balls of wools- 50gms each
1 set of 4.5mm straight needles (which i made fr the disposable wooden chopsticks, fastened the ends with rubber bands to prevent stitches fr falling off the needles)
the belt to be fasten to the dress after the dress is seamed up
and TATA...the back of the dress done..
hehe...but i tell u the joy and satisfaction u get from knitting is plenty!
1. sort of stress reliever.. it knits all ur wories and troubles away or anger at times too...
2. train ur lvl of patience
3. increase ur creativity
4. happiness and pride when the receipent loves it..
and many more la...lol
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for my special frend..
sometimes SORRY doesn't aid to the situation,
it only cause more hurt and pains to my heart...
some things are best left unsaid...
some feelings are best left alone...
thanks for all the memories... i will treasure them always...
haha..really bored..stumbled upon a bag of wools and needles...realized those was wat i left halfway knitted pink blanky for my baby ger...supposedly..haha
so took them out and continued..realised nt even wool...jus merely half the blanky knitted...need to get more wools...haiz... $ diet... then went online to look ard...aiyo saw this blanky done by an angmo...so chio and it really looked so soft sia...wished i can buy the wool and make one for bryan as well...wait till i saved up...hehe tat wld be damn long la...
Tuesday was a very saddening day for me...Monday night jus told my in law...shall go over to her hse to do my confinement so that she need not shift to my hse and stuffs la...then the next day all my 6 fishes all died for no reasons...sad...
is it a bad omen?
then i told my cow..y nt ask my in law to come over and help me during confinement at our hse instead...haiz..i dun feel gd sia the whole day...the fishes jus died for no reasons...all at time!!!! argh...is it bcos i told cow that i got to shift the fish tank to my in law hse as well during my confinement, otherwise nobody feed them then they died upon hearing this news? haiz... duno leh...sianz...
Wednesday(ydae) was a bad day for me...had suffered severe pain on the right side of the tummy...in fact the whole right side of my body ache and in pain fr neck down, the whole arm, and the tummy area...wa..tell u i feel like banging my head to the wall and die off on the spot..i cant lie down, i cannot sit down, i cant even walk properly i duno watz wrong sia...
and Zeus was like moving alot thru'out the day and night i hardly catch a good sleep frankly speaking...tired...hahha
my boy pls arrive earlier...hahaha..i cant wait to "serve" u and shower u with all my love and of cos cant forget to shower bryan with all my love as well...oh oh and the cow too! lol
okie... i wanna go JP take a walk...mayb i stayed too long at hm..tats y baby nt happy...lol...
wish all goes well tonite when i tell my in law i've changed my mind abt the confinement thingy...kekeke... blessed me...
ciao
this morning was considered late for school for bryan..
had trouble getting him ready...cos cow lost his fav spiderman water bottle (a xmas gift fr kim's family) he throwing tantrams la...then he wanna negoiate with me to bring his toy car to school (put inside his bag) i rejected...lol
when he's in school, he hugged and hugged me several times and kissed me several times too...and i guessed rite he's gonna cry after i sign in and walked hm...lol...lucky the teacher managed to hush him... haiz thats the problem on MOndays...BLUES for him too? hehe
had buns and milk for bfast ..lol i crazy i bought 1 Dao Bao, 1 Cai Bao, 1 Dou Xa Bao after i sent bryan to school... all the baos very filling, so i left the Dao Bao for lunchie...kekeke...crazy me...but was nice la...
u can say i crazy...i went to launder the one and only small bag of infant clothes i managed to salvage fr Jiawei..hehe..aiyoyo...tell u frankly...i really looking fwd to the arrival of Zeus...very very muchie.. and still gt the feeling it might be a ger when its delivered...lol ... crazy alrdy...
anyway, bryan also la...crazy with me...this few times he keep saying...i love u meimei b4 he go to bed..aiyo...my vibres affecting him too?
haiz..havent tell my mother in law yet...wanna do my confinement at my own hm....hopefully tonite i can tell her abt it..tat cow la...idiot..dun wanna help sound his mum....argh...
pray for me...
aiya...they wanna celebrate for me boh....????tsk tsk
wa...its purple colour yam cake hor?? hehehe
ah boy u knw hw to put the candles meh??
ah-ma..i counting the candles...so just how old are you alrdy??
Bryan fighting to blow the candles even before my mama make wishes for herself..keke
Well...was a very simple meal packed hm...but sweet for my mama i hope though her fav daughter was nt there to celebrate for her...oh well nvm...
this year didnt get her any gift, hope she wnt mind..hehe..$$ diet..lol
SURPRISE!!!!! SURPRISE!!!!!oh my oh my....7th May 2007 at 9.41pm was definitely the happiest day of my stay at hm after the cse! my best buddies/sistas...Ernie & Kimberly surprised me with a night visit!!!!!awww....i was damn touched ok?lol actually very lost for words, wanna hug u gals but forgot...wanna take photo oso forgot..goodness me... and i was like crapping with u gals for that precious 45mins!!! i wasnt aware what im toking to both of u!! there's so many things i wanna share and tell u gals.... and thanks for all the snacks u brought me! my cow was red with envy... lol ... and the chocolate is my fav one ok? fruit & nuts...aww... im so so...lol...Te Quiero!!! thanks for coming all the way from Pasir Ris Kim, thanks for coming down from Yishun Ernie...i was deeply touched..cos i always leave msg in ur blog ur frendster say u both MIA...dao nv kip in touch and stuffs.... sobs... i love u gals!!!! and bryan certainly love u gals' presence! he stole Kim's 1st kiss tat nite hor...lol and ernie got a shock and took cover after seeing tat...lol he was showing off the whole nite lah as usual...but he was so sweet that he went to hug them b4 they left...and kiss kimber again...flew kisses to ernie and kim...this cheeky boy...actually his first time kissing others ************************************************************************************* after that bryan took a cold shower and went to bed with a new pc of cool pad... he wasn't tat hot la..and so sweet of him, i only taught him this once and he remembered to say I love you before gg to bed...and now i added on to say I love you, didi...and he did... every nite b4 bed, he will say "i love u mummie, i love u didi and i love u papa." when i said i love u, bryan... love u to bits my dear boy. but ard 1am..his fever shot up again till ard 7am? i was spoonging him all the while at an hr intervals? damn shagged but to see that his fever gone down..was a great relieve..and my goodness he misses his school, he said "wo mei you sao le, wo yao qu xue xiao." (i no fever alrdy , i wana go sch) in fact ydae morning he insisted gg to sch even though having fever...but he fell aslp at 9am on the sofa himself after moments he got his blocks out to play ...lol... so heartache lor see him like tat...keke...so cute at the same time... he's a good boy today...1st time i heard him greet Ms Angie (the one whom always open the sch gate for him and take his temp- he nv greet her once) and gave her a hug ...aiyo...lol and he greeted all the teachers in the sch fr the sch gate (thinking everyone hears him...lol..this boy...) ok...tats abt all...lol...to blog again... Te Quiero, mi estimado, mi chico, mi sistas y mi cerdito(I love u, my cow, my boy, my sistas and my piglet)
today passes fast with me lazing as usual.
heavy downpour in wee morning, the window panels all kena misted, cnt see outside at all.
too cold a weather for bryan and me who are having bronchitis.
he's coughing badly again, and having stuffy nose. so he abit cranky cranky
ydae gave him a slice of pandan cake for breakfast,he so happy. keep singing "happy birthday to u" duno hw many times..and he wanna bring to school to eat with his friends...so cute.
then this morning he cry , guess what?
cos no more pandan cakes for him to bring to school lor! aiyo
when he step out of the hse to sch, it starts raining... "its a rainy day, boy" i told him
"zuo shen mo rainy day leh? ms densie jiao wo chang its a cloudy day its a cloudy day...i want a cloudy day!" and he threw tantrams...aiyo...then i told him must have cloudy day then the rain follows mah...he insist on cloudy day...aiyo...Hit me on my head someone plz!
haha...haiz..gg to deliver soon....soon la i hope.
asking ard for infant clothings from my friends...lol..then can save on these and spend $ on other neccesities..anyway infants grow fast.
aiyo...i really cant wait to deliver and then get back to work as well.
vr super duper boring at hm...esp keep on doing the nonsense hsework...causing all the achings...lol
Ernie...ur quiz too long, cant copy and paste and edit..i shall do ASAP? hehe...i miss u and kimberly la... lets meet up these few weeks b4 i deliver...let ur see the UPSIZED me
lol
today i really lazy...jus sweep flr only...didnt do laundry keke...heavy downpour la...so excused lor...tmr hopefully its a sunny day..
Sometimes... ...
we just won't understd
we just can't figure out
we just can't get it right...
Maybe... ...
Death can bring relief
Death can put a stop to all those sufferings, pains, torture, unhappiness, grudges, hatre... ...
we thought... ...
I Wonder... ...
what would happen... ...
IF... ...
I get there before u do... ...
would u give up on me?
would u cry, heartache or regret?
would u just live life as per norm?
what would u do?
I Hope... ...
u will not give up live - cherish it
u will not drop a tear for me - smile for me
u will be happier and more mature - in ur journey
Love Is... ...
unconditional in each and every way... ...
no right and wrong... ...
its based on basics of feeling, trust, comfort... ...
You are...
always on my mind, in my heart, with my soul
every year, month, week, day, hour, minute, seconds - infinitely
such a heavenly special being that God has given me
I LOVE U all this lifetime of mine...
and if we were to be togehter ever in the future - Love mutliplies infinitely
so fast its May le...
hahaha...didnt watch Spiderman 3 ydae...but went over to my sis in law hse instead with cow and bryan and all the in laws lor...12 noon till 9pm...its abit tiring and boring BUT we had a great dinner together at IMM Cafe Cartel
the service abit slow but there's free flow of bread and butter and guess wat...my in laws all siao one...had one basket (ard 4 pcs-5pcs of bread) after another and guess wat, just to make sure ppl dun see us oddly, my father in law took the basket and "reuse". meaning bring the basket back to the counter and asked for refill...wa hahaha imagine.
and surprisingly, bryan had alot of fun spreading the butter on the bread himself and ate duno hw many pcs of it till i lost count, and he drank plentiful of warm water down...so b4 the actual main course was served, he alrdy gt a bloated stomach!lol
kids will be kids... spreading butter at hm dun seem to be a fun and nice thing to do at hm...dining out can be so fun! lol took some pics mayb post at friendster or later when i upload i edit this blog again so u can see...heheh
had vr bad backache and shoulder ache... lol mayb due to age...old liao la tats y...
these few wee mornings always heavy downpour accompanying with howling gust of wind...vr spooky feeling but its cooling to slp in hahha... brought bryan to sch late these few days...such gd weather let him slp in awhile longer... anyway im still having my domestic holidays so im alone at hm still lor ..heheh
haiz..still havent tell my mother in law...abt my confinement. my sister in law machiam wanna push her to me, telling me its best to stay with my mother in law to carry out the confinement whereby she can help and do something and then she wnt get a relapse of the depression. haiz..frankly speaking im afraid of her getting the relapse when doing the confinement oso..then me wif my Zeus and father in law alone hw sia...in a dilemna la...sian
mayb thurs ask for her opinion see hw lor...
wanna cm over help me out during the daytime and she can choose to either stay over night at my place or go bk hm OR...i really have to shift back and endure the 1 mth in her hse?
sian la tink of these... i wanna stay at my hse actually...gt more freedom and i duno, mayb i really dun wanna have a second time doing the confinement with her... she did so nicely for her own daughter but me her daugther in law din get such gd previlage frankly speaking lor..and tats the point my cow and my sis in law fails to see and understd. tat time when all were out to work, everything i gt to do myself except for the cooking part..i didnt get to rest much oso and i sneak to rest when bryan was slping tat time, locking the room. i bathe him, do hsework, laundry, all myself... so i dun see y i cant do the confinement at my own hse this time rd. i jus nid to confirm who shd do the cooking for me...either my mother in law or i get a caterer... like tat lor...
haiz...vex la...
Last night, it was Bryan's 1st time saying i love u, mummy. i love u papa. i love u, didi; b4 he go to dreamland...so sweet right? lol though depending on his mood to hear all these, i love him to bits!!!!
enrolled him in chinese and english speech and drama. hope he can better his pronounication there and enjoy the fun in the lesson... hehe he can speak la jus tat sometimes he's like vr anxious and excited to tell u something tat he goes "er er er...." b4 the words come out, and think its his tongue problem - lazy tongue like the cow, tats y the pronounciation abit off...heheh anyway i always believe kids will grow out of these themselves if they get to mix ard and learn. hee .. both my BZ kids are blessings from GOD... BryanZeus BZ BryanZeus kids...hahaha
