> bring me to life.

~~Monday, May 29, 2006~~

11:42 PM

0908hrs today...my dear gf, Jiawei has given birth to a 3.2kg heavy little boy!!
CONGRATS!!
so happy for her sia...gonna pay her a visit this sat wif the rest of our gang..
the next one the list is Liling liao...by end of this yr or shd i say its in October? haha well..so happy for both of them..

the oni person in my gang whom got me all worie up is Lingyu...
she's like living in a world of her own..i duno if i shd say this..
she's like deceiving those who cares abt her..she pretended she's still together wif tat malaysian guy..who can be her older brother..
still remember hw she describe the kind of wedding she will be holding and then she end off saying..she wont hold any banquet..jus a simple reception wif their relatives nia..i told her its fine wif us the most impt thing is she must be happy abt the whole thing..we will give our blessing..
she told me she's getting a 5 storey high landed pty in malaysia..and its ready to stay in..im just worie abt her...tat i jus asked her..so when can move in?intending to stay there or wat?wat abt her parents and things like tat...she jus cldnt ans me..for quite awhile she jus said she will still be living in spore and the pty in malaysia might rent out or something like tat..i listened in amused..

this sat BBSS having a dinner for all past graduates..sort of gathering.. :-)
me got an xtra ticket cos my hubby last min say nt gg..so i called her..
as usual..she brush me off wif an excuse saying her father in law, gg to get her cruise tickets..so they all might nt be in spore tat day...i said..ok then..pity u cant join us..but in my heart i was saying..dun let me catch u on tat day..nt let us worie in this manner for u..u r a grown up..
if watever u told us is fact, we are more than happy to bless u! so do bring that guy for us to see,at least once..and our unnecessary tots will be diminshed then.. ok?
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haiz..so much abt the gals.. today really Monday blues ..hahha...hmm...so sian tmr gotta work again...
and "so kind" of the weather, im sick again...down wif severe cold..running nose (duno where it wanna run to...hahaha..cos im piling up wif tonnes of tissues!!)
today took time off but my voicemail doesnt seem to "rest"...the stupid someone kip flooding my voicemail wif slience...so shit really...
DO U NOE 1 VOICEMAIL LINKED TO MY HP WILL CREATE 3 STUPID INTERMEDIATE RINGS...i duno..lost counts...duno hw many voicemails was made..my hp rang non stop...
haiz...heaven is playing games wif me.. :-) ..
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watched X-Men wif hubby tis afternoon..hm...rate it 7/10.. :-) nt bad lah..but duno watz missing.. haha mayb i kena cold so dint really watch the movie wif my soul..hahhaa
must get Thang to get me the dvd for the aminations..CARS..think my rascal will love it!

ok tats all folks...mind cant concentrate liao..throat getting thirsty fast..nose kena blocked at all times..hahha ears soon too!! tink i need a good rest ...

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Sunday, May 28, 2006~~

10:50 AM

WAT THE HELL IS THE WORLD CMG TO?

haiz...think its damn typical of s'porean to complain..
weekend oso can let me rest in peace..
wrappers nia mah..."fly" into ur hse oso wont KILL u & ur family wat..
make such abig "hu ha" for wat?
left me a voicemail and demand me to call bk immediately...KNS...

anyway i hack care oso lah..i jus msg my RC Chairman to help me handle 1st..cos Mon me clearing some of my time off. otherwise kena 'chong gong' damn "boh hua"

haiz..my own hse, upstairs ppl throw cans,tissue,hairs...and duno wat...somemore drip wet laundry..complain to Town Council oso like tat..so wat the hell!! when urs is oni WRAPPERS?!

anyway if wrappers "kills" then dun open ur windows lor..who the hell will admit to me say they are the one throwing?u must be crazy then..we oso cant do much ..unless we caught them red handed..u urself oso duno who threw down and duno wat time of the day they throw down..then hw to go abt catching the culprit? u must be damn stupid then...dun tell me to ambush daily at ur blk to nap this idiot k?! even if u complain to NEA oso cant be helped...they will osos "prayed" tat they can bounce the ball bk to us...KNS

really gt SICK of this job..hmm..mayb shd quit liao..but must tong till i get the bonus before i go..otherwise wasted!! 6 yrs in this job..i had buried my YOUTH there..haiz..guess im getting old too..seen too many kind of hell S'PORE KINGs & QUEENs..sometimes jus feel like telling them"Oei go stay in private estate lor!!landed pty lah!! nobody will throw anything into ur hse lor!any disturbance, call police lor!!they got more authority than us..."

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save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Saturday, May 27, 2006~~

1:00 AM

sigh...my turn to get upset liao...guess its contagious!!

cm to recall today's work..damn pc of shit lah!!

didnt tink tat my so-called work buddy tat idiot TOM wld do such thing behind my bk...KNS
if i didnt receive call fr Jenny, i wldnt haf the chance to noe abt it..

Jenny actually called me to ask wat is Tom gonna pass to her at the later part of the day...duno wat performance thing lah...
i blurred lah..since she duno hw wld i noe...SIAO...hahah
anyway, i start qns her..
"wat performance form? graing my contractor issit?"
"no lah, Tom asked me to grade u...whether u gt provide gd service & things like tat..u duno abt it meh?!"
"issit? got such thing as performance done by ur one meh..work so long 1st time learn leh.."
"eh..So Tom is ur superior har?"
"No lah..same grade as me..anyway i duno wat form is tat so u wait for Tom to pass u."

it cldnt be "lau nu ren"...cldnt be anyone else except..for that stupid botak ..the one always trying hard to pin me down by not informing me of the necessary things/work/events to follow up wif..in front of GM & PMs like damn outstanding in his work...damn it
wanna gather infor to sabo always nt this way leh old man..think old bird reali can "tong" long meh..
there's a saying goes " zhui du fu ren xin" Dun mess ard wif me!!! i can be more nasty than u can imagine!! try me if u dare!!

anyway guess its wat outsider see us as...office politics...hahaha
surface damn gd..at the bk stb u like crazy...

anyway, kena alots of knifes behind my bk liao...i still steady as ever..jus " bu fu qi" nia lah..
well..the day has past..looking fwd to tmr.. :-)

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Friday, May 26, 2006~~

12:17 AM

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NOW I AM THE VOICE
I WILL LEAD, NOT FOLLOW
I WILL BELIEVE, NOT DOUBT
I WILL CREATE, NOT DESTROY
I AM A FORCE FOR GOOD
I AM A LEADER

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GOD PLACED SORE THUMBS IN UR PATH

TO MOULD U INTO A BETTER PERSON

ALWAYS BE AN ANGEL TO THOSE AROUND U

certain things are beyond our control, but we can always control ourselves and find a way out..this is wat i "ling wu" after one incident in the orfis..

i still recall my DYGM told me this when i emailed nasty complaints abt one of the staff attitude towards me..to him. tat bitch tried to frame me.. tats hw nasty i was at tat moment..i called her a BITCH!

later part of the day, i was sent into conference rm by my DYGM. he wanted to find out wat reali happened..and things like tat..

the moment i asked him "WHY?!! why ONLY me always kena?!!.."

before i cld carry on he stopped me.."nv asked WHY? cos it jus happened..rather u shd ask me hw can we resolve such things fr recurring again..tat shd b the attitude young lady.."

i was taken abk and then reflected on my reactions abt the whole thing..and then i gave up pursuing the incident..but i hated her crying & trying to gain sympathy fr the other male collegues and all of them like against me for BULLYING HER!!

then i begin to lay low..nt wanting to be involved wif anything tat has her included...

slowly i find tat im enclosing myself..shut myself off..the usual chirpy and smiley me..all gone..and i was like "wat the hell am i torturing myself like tat..i haf natin to gain but all the misery and only to myslef nia...wat the hell and tat bloodly hell bitch is njying her every moment wif the rest!!"

hence i recall tat phrase.."god placed sore thumbs in ur way to mould u into a better person"...god is putting u to a test..a test of being an angel to all those ard u...whether u like it or nt..only then u will be able to bring out the angel in these ppl and stay happy...

hope my story wake u gals up..

wat has happened...we can stop,

wat's ahead we can't predict..

but we can always make a turn at the front

if the route is gg tough.

things might turn out to be better

U NV TRY U NV NOE

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Wednesday, May 24, 2006~~

9:07 PM

oh wat a day...
hmmm...got so lucky, got a printer from my collegue.
being praised as helping him clear a piece of junk..
btw cm bk so hapi..plugged on oni to find..mayb its out of ink! hahah
anyway its so generous of him!
thx ah men!

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Sunday, May 21, 2006~~

9:09 AM

goodness me...
think i kena allergy...
my face suddenly got many small pimple like dots popping up!!
EEEEEEkkkkk!! and it itchs!!
i was asked to stop eating seafood ..esp those shell seafood for awhile... oh man!!

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Monday, May 15, 2006~~

5:43 AM

1st day back to work after 6 days break...
whao kaoz... really cant make it today..
last nite oledi "si mian"...kns.. machiam bk to sch life like tat..
lost slp due to exams the nxt day.. kaoz..

work is such a mandane stuff for me of recent..
duno why..???
?????
maybe the idiot boss...the stupid "lao nu ren" i named him...hahaha
he's worst than any old lady on earth!!
he has no GUTS.. dare to gossip "evil" of my other team members but dare not announce his decision made while i was away last week during a team meeting...

kaoz..man.. why this kind of boss?
i oledi loaded wif paperworks and office stuffs..hardly got time to check my estates..
now he oledi start using my GM's name to instruct me to carry more tasks..
KNS...no pay increment yet think im a multi-tasker!

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little rascal cried his way to school this morning...mayb he got MONDAY BLUES too..goodness...
when we reach school teacher tot i scolded him tats y he cried hard and loud...
gosh!

otw to pick him from school, he was sitting alone at the front desk..tucking himself away wif the red apple which i packed for him early this morning...so CUTE...
hahaa...one hand eating the apple..the other bz fiddling with the lego toys.... ^_^
when he saw me..he told teacher "Mummy lai le..." took his bag and say "Papa sui jiao liao"
haha the teacher lost...??"papa zhen de zai sui jiao ma?"

c(',)

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save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Sunday, May 14, 2006~~

4:28 AM

haha...1st time blogging...still nid guidance!!
wow kaoz...

save me from the nothing I’ve become..