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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
3:59 AM

i jus finished my stupid lps for this week...late again cos i always KO when my eyes are at this com...haha...can die...
tat explains my panda-ric eyes lor...
haiz...i grow fatter liao...eat, sit, teach, eat, sit, teach....at times bring kiddos outdoor, tried running and playing like mad with them to burn the excess calories..but doesnt seem to help...argh...sianz...
was approached by ah nam in the late afternoon. wanna engage me as his project manager.sounds pro la...but its a coordinating job, gta run ard sites...his offer is good...on top of that he providing me car after i get my license...
i wanna switch back cos pay higher means pocket loose abit ...good for us...and i dun hv to worie cos of the Expensive milk ben ben needa supplement when im at work...
hmm...but im vr contridicting la...i alrdy knw my kiddos so well...as in i can control them in my class...and they begin to apprecaite me for who i am...its kinda bad rite? leave them suddenly...
told kimmie abt this, told Tr Pris abt this, told cow abt this...told Zi abt this...all supportive, except cow...wet blanket...said then y i resign from TC which offers gd pay and bonuses...then go study this say wanna be lecturer someday and earn higher income...then nw wanna work for ah nam...so saddening...told him cos now got ben ben more expenses mah, if wanna be lecturer still gota wait for almost 2 yrs aft i complete the degree course..the time is longer lor..and tat time resign cos of interests, for bryan, and ben ben wasn't there yet mah...so still financially OK...now gota tink of $$$ for the kids, allowance for in laws who take care of benben...if gt extras...for my parents (till nw still cnt fork out the $ for them - so sorry, and thks papa mama for understanding)
tink i gota compensate the company for early termination cos im supposed to serve 1 mth notice...bt i duno hw much yet. tmr go ask them...tmr ask ah nam for more details abt the salary, working hrs and stuffs...
then again i wanna thank kimmie...love u deep deep.thanks for the prayers..thanks for everything...when i dwn so deep dwn.. ur always there to pick me up and back again..its really hounorable and a great pleasure having u as a sista...muacks..words are nt enuff to express my heartfelt thanks... and my Xiao Wan Zi aka xiaoball..lol..the new nick suits u..thanks for ur listening ears...duno ur ears kena "infection" or nt hear so many "dirty" things fr me..kakakaka..u knw wat im toking abt la..thks!
its ahopeful day ahead...and i cnt slp i duno y..tat explains hw excited i am rite now...
its a back dated pic taken on children's day...
bryan is such a sweetie...
"mummie i want carry ah ben"
"hehehe...mummie i love ben..."
so my sis in law helped me took pictures of them together...
see bryan's smile so wide! lol he loves to carry ah ben...
but ben ben got attitude problem with bryan...lol ...
whenever bryan tries to cover his vision - so that ben can only see bryan only, ben ben will turn his head to avoid seeing bryan! omg! so young like tat liao...older le how sia!
ben ben will raise his voice at bryan oso...but as usual bryan is soso happy cos to him ah ben is responding to him aka playing and talking to him la! hahaha....ocassionaly ben oso smile widely at bryan la...
the 2 bros...vr funie !

i love both of them to bits.....


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