save me from the nothing I’ve become..
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
10:57 AM
SURPRISE!!!!!
SURPRISE!!!!!
oh my oh my....7th May 2007 at 9.41pm was definitely the happiest day of my stay at hm after the cse!
my best buddies/sistas...Ernie & Kimberly surprised me with a night visit!!!!!
awww....i was damn touched ok?
lol actually very lost for words, wanna hug u gals but forgot...wanna take photo oso forgot..goodness me...
and i was like crapping with u gals for that precious 45mins!!! i wasnt aware what im toking to both of u!! there's so many things i wanna share and tell u gals....
and thanks for all the snacks u brought me! my cow was red with envy... lol ... and the chocolate is my fav one ok? fruit & nuts...aww... im so so...lol...
Te Quiero!!!
thanks for coming all the way from Pasir Ris Kim, thanks for coming down from Yishun Ernie...i was deeply touched..cos i always leave msg in ur blog ur frendster say u both MIA...dao nv kip in touch and stuffs.... sobs... i love u gals!!!!
and bryan certainly love u gals' presence! he stole Kim's 1st kiss tat nite hor...lol and ernie got a shock and took cover after seeing tat...lol he was showing off the whole nite lah as usual...but he was so sweet that he went to hug them b4 they left...and kiss kimber again...flew kisses to ernie and kim...this cheeky boy...actually his first time kissing others
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after that bryan took a cold shower and went to bed with a new pc of cool pad... he wasn't tat hot la..and so sweet of him, i only taught him this once and he remembered to say I love you before gg to bed...and now i added on to say I love you, didi...and he did... every nite b4 bed, he will say "i love u mummie, i love u didi and i love u papa." when i said i love u, bryan... love u to bits my dear boy.
but ard 1am..his fever shot up again till ard 7am? i was spoonging him all the while at an hr intervals? damn shagged but to see that his fever gone down..was a great relieve..and my goodness he misses his school, he said "wo mei you sao le, wo yao qu xue xiao." (i no fever alrdy , i wana go sch)
in fact ydae morning he insisted gg to sch even though having fever...but he fell aslp at 9am on the sofa himself after moments he got his blocks out to play ...lol... so heartache lor see him like tat...keke...so cute at the same time...
he's a good boy today...1st time i heard him greet Ms Angie (the one whom always open the sch gate for him and take his temp- he nv greet her once) and gave her a hug ...aiyo...lol and he greeted all the teachers in the sch fr the sch gate (thinking everyone hears him...lol..this boy...)
ok...tats abt all...lol...to blog again...
Te Quiero, mi estimado, mi chico, mi sistas y mi cerdito
(I love u, my cow, my boy, my sistas and my piglet)
save me from the nothing I’ve become..
Friday, May 04, 2007
4:17 PM
today passes fast with me lazing as usual.
heavy downpour in wee morning, the window panels all kena misted, cnt see outside at all.
too cold a weather for bryan and me who are having bronchitis.
he's coughing badly again, and having stuffy nose. so he abit cranky cranky
ydae gave him a slice of pandan cake for breakfast,he so happy. keep singing "happy birthday to u" duno hw many times..and he wanna bring to school to eat with his friends...so cute.
then this morning he cry , guess what?
cos no more pandan cakes for him to bring to school lor! aiyo
when he step out of the hse to sch, it starts raining... "its a rainy day, boy" i told him
"zuo shen mo rainy day leh? ms densie jiao wo chang its a cloudy day its a cloudy day...i want a cloudy day!" and he threw tantrams...aiyo...then i told him must have cloudy day then the rain follows mah...he insist on cloudy day...aiyo...Hit me on my head someone plz!
haha...haiz..gg to deliver soon....soon la i hope.
asking ard for infant clothings from my friends...lol..then can save on these and spend $ on other neccesities..anyway infants grow fast.
aiyo...i really cant wait to deliver and then get back to work as well.
vr super duper boring at hm...esp keep on doing the nonsense hsework...causing all the achings...lol
Ernie...ur quiz too long, cant copy and paste and edit..i shall do ASAP? hehe...i miss u and kimberly la... lets meet up these few weeks b4 i deliver...let ur see the UPSIZED me
lol
today i really lazy...jus sweep flr only...didnt do laundry keke...heavy downpour la...so excused lor...tmr hopefully its a sunny day..
save me from the nothing I’ve become..
Thursday, May 03, 2007
5:08 PM
Sometimes... ...
we just won't understd
we just can't figure out
we just can't get it right...
Maybe... ...
Death can bring relief
Death can put a stop to all those sufferings, pains, torture, unhappiness, grudges, hatre... ...
we thought... ...
I Wonder... ...
what would happen... ...
IF... ...
I get there before u do... ...
would u give up on me?
would u cry, heartache or regret?
would u just live life as per norm?
what would u do?
I Hope... ...
u will not give up live - cherish it
u will not drop a tear for me - smile for me
u will be happier and more mature - in ur journey
Love Is... ...
unconditional in each and every way... ...
no right and wrong... ...
its based on basics of feeling, trust, comfort... ...
You are...
always on my mind, in my heart, with my soul
every year, month, week, day, hour, minute, seconds - infinitely
such a heavenly special being that God has given me
I LOVE U all this lifetime of mine...
and if we were to be togehter ever in the future - Love mutliplies infinitely
save me from the nothing I’ve become..
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
11:36 AM
so fast its May le...
hahaha...didnt watch Spiderman 3 ydae...but went over to my sis in law hse instead with cow and bryan and all the in laws lor...12 noon till 9pm...its abit tiring and boring BUT we had a great dinner together at IMM Cafe Cartel
the service abit slow but there's free flow of bread and butter and guess wat...my in laws all siao one...had one basket (ard 4 pcs-5pcs of bread) after another and guess wat, just to make sure ppl dun see us oddly, my father in law took the basket and "reuse". meaning bring the basket back to the counter and asked for refill...wa hahaha imagine.
and surprisingly, bryan had alot of fun spreading the butter on the bread himself and ate duno hw many pcs of it till i lost count, and he drank plentiful of warm water down...so b4 the actual main course was served, he alrdy gt a bloated stomach!lol
kids will be kids... spreading butter at hm dun seem to be a fun and nice thing to do at hm...dining out can be so fun! lol took some pics mayb post at friendster or later when i upload i edit this blog again so u can see...heheh
had vr bad backache and shoulder ache... lol mayb due to age...old liao la tats y...
these few wee mornings always heavy downpour accompanying with howling gust of wind...vr spooky feeling but its cooling to slp in hahha... brought bryan to sch late these few days...such gd weather let him slp in awhile longer... anyway im still having my domestic holidays so im alone at hm still lor ..heheh
haiz..still havent tell my mother in law...abt my confinement. my sister in law machiam wanna push her to me, telling me its best to stay with my mother in law to carry out the confinement whereby she can help and do something and then she wnt get a relapse of the depression. haiz..frankly speaking im afraid of her getting the relapse when doing the confinement oso..then me wif my Zeus and father in law alone hw sia...in a dilemna la...sian
mayb thurs ask for her opinion see hw lor...
wanna cm over help me out during the daytime and she can choose to either stay over night at my place or go bk hm OR...i really have to shift back and endure the 1 mth in her hse?
sian la tink of these... i wanna stay at my hse actually...gt more freedom and i duno, mayb i really dun wanna have a second time doing the confinement with her... she did so nicely for her own daughter but me her daugther in law din get such gd previlage frankly speaking lor..and tats the point my cow and my sis in law fails to see and understd. tat time when all were out to work, everything i gt to do myself except for the cooking part..i didnt get to rest much oso and i sneak to rest when bryan was slping tat time, locking the room. i bathe him, do hsework, laundry, all myself... so i dun see y i cant do the confinement at my own hse this time rd. i jus nid to confirm who shd do the cooking for me...either my mother in law or i get a caterer... like tat lor...
haiz...vex la...
Last night, it was Bryan's 1st time saying i love u, mummy. i love u papa. i love u, didi; b4 he go to dreamland...so sweet right? lol though depending on his mood to hear all these, i love him to bits!!!!
enrolled him in chinese and english speech and drama. hope he can better his pronounication there and enjoy the fun in the lesson... hehe he can speak la jus tat sometimes he's like vr anxious and excited to tell u something tat he goes "er er er...." b4 the words come out, and think its his tongue problem - lazy tongue like the cow, tats y the pronounciation abit off...heheh anyway i always believe kids will grow out of these themselves if they get to mix ard and learn. hee .. both my BZ kids are blessings from GOD... BryanZeus BZ BryanZeus kids...hahaha
save me from the nothing I’ve become..
I made these pair of booties during my course...its cute rite...hehe, bryan said its for MEIMEI to wear...
Cute rite...the finished work just measured oni 2" !! hahaha if u can't visualized see the next pic
ok now i place it on my palm, see small rite...it will just fit Zeus when he's born, fitting and will not drop off...kekeke...
3 balls of wools- 50gms each
1 set of 4.5mm straight needles (which i made fr the disposable wooden chopsticks, fastened the ends with rubber bands to prevent stitches fr falling off the needles)
and TATA...the back of the dress done..
aiya...they wanna celebrate for me boh....????tsk tsk
