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Friday, November 10, 2006
9:21 PM

i just wonder..
is it really true that ppl dun bother wat they say to others? is it realy tat the statements made or the promise given are jus only saysay...no nid to be held responsible/ accountable for?

"I'M Sorry" is the last thing i wanna hear from my loved ones..not all things can be "healed" or forgiven by the word "Sorry"..can i dig ur eyes, pull ur tongue and say "I'M sorry"? no right...
all the more the wound casted in my fragile heart has adverse effects on my emotional, physical and mental well being.. "for my sake"? pls lah...if thats wat u call LOVE .. pls get out of my life and leave me alone...BLOODY IDIOT..i've nothing more to say or do with u..anymore..get it?

u have lost all rights to talk to me...u have lost all the trust..love..impressions i once had of u..u utterly disappointed me thoroughly...gosh..is tat a revenge or something? do i deserve to get it from u..in this manner?

(as im typing the above...i jus cant help laughing away too...duno..hahaha...mayb this way i can vent out all my unhappiness with regards to all the shits and mess u have created in my peaceful..simple life..haha..okok..had complained enuff..i feel very relieved now! U readers..dun ask me wat happen hor..hahaha...im otw of erasing this stupid episode out of my memory..out of my life..)

Well, life goes on...u may still see me stoning in class, at home..anywhere...IM STILL THE ME..so dun worie...
Life is meaningless if its always sailing so smoothly...these are wat i termed as challenges in life..obstacles? however u named it..we have to find our way out of it and get over with it..life doesnt stop there jus before u are disappointed..upset or hurt..there are so many others who love us way more than we can see with naked eyes...cherish them its wat i called the Unconditional Love vs. Unconditional Acceptance.

looking forward to my Aug Piglet! hahaha..hopefully is a pinky piglet and not the beige one lah..if u can understd wat i mean..hehehe...
this little piglet sure do make me grow fat..i eat much more and tires easily..hence i slp much more..btw..i also easily annoyed..so u ppl pls pls bear wif me...i find myself tears easily too..duno wat happen..damn emotional lor..hahaha..but rest assure i truly and perfectly fine!!
nxt fri gg for a ultrasound scan..heee...feels like back to the past when i had my first one..hehehe
mummy loves u all...smauck!

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Thursday, November 09, 2006
5:26 PM

next time better think twice before u say anything..
no doubt we have all the rights to say anything under the sun..it doesn't mean that i deserved to be treated this way..

love me properly or get out of my life.. nothing hurts more than hearing u say "I'm Sorry"
does it help me in anyway? NO! it only hurts me deeper and deeply..what do u take me for? is the question i wanna ask u..do i really hold a place in ur heart, somewhere or no? not a tiny bit?

"nvm..forget it" is wat i said to u. i will make sure i am stronger than u tot..and i will be ok and fine till the end..give up on ur evil tots!

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Wednesday, November 08, 2006
12:45 PM

ya..jus went to polyclinic to chk..confirmed liao im pregnant.gt an appt to nuh for scan nxt fri..im gg to be mummy again...haha..
the feeling is like having the 1st one like tat la

vr easily tire and annoyed lor...so those ard me...pls bear wif me la...hahaha

ok tats all i wanna say..the rest i keep to myself..with me till i die
hahaha

haiz gotta rush my practicum thingy tmr got to hand in liao
so tats all la

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Monday, November 06, 2006
7:57 PM

haiyo..itchy hand go buy the PT kit yesterday...
jus went to carry out the test.. duno shd be a "argh!!" or a "YESH!!" very mixed feelings
cos if confirmed... argh cos still on course!...yesh cos happy lah! long waited! heee

hmm..so far oni selvi and kim knws lah...didnt even dare to let hubby knw sia...er...wait till tmr i go clinic to confirm once more then see bah..

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hope u were here to share this joy too!
haha..missed u too..cm bk soon hor
God Bless!

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Friday, November 03, 2006
2:01 AM

i got this from an email my friend sent me..tot it was nice to share ard...

A voyaging ship was wrecked during a storm at sea and only two of the men on it were able to swim to a small, desert like island. The two survivors, not knowing what else to do, agree that they had no other recourse but to pray to God. However, to find out whose prayer was more powerful, they agreed to divide the territory between them and stay on opposite sides of the island.
The first thing the first man prayed for was food. The next morning, the first man saw a fruit-bearing tree on his side of the land, and he was able to eat its fruit. The other man's parcel of land remained barren.
After a week, the first man was lonely and he decided to pray for a wife. The next day, another ship was wrecked, and the only survivor was a woman who swam to his side of the land. On the other side of the island, there was nothing. Soon the first man prayed for a house, clothes, more food. The next day, like magic, all of these were given to him. However, the second man still had nothing.
Finally, the first man prayed for a ship, so that his wife and he could leave the island. In the morning, he found a ship docked at his side of the island. The first man boarded the ship with his wife and decided to leave the second man on the island. He considered the other man unworthy to receive God's blessings, since none of his prayers had been answered.
As the ship was about to leave, the first man heard a voice from Heaven booming, "Why are you leaving your companion on the island?" "My blessings are mine alone, since I was the one who prayed for them," the first man answered. "His prayers were all unanswered, and so he does not deserve anything." "You are mistaken!" the voice rebuked him. "He had only one prayer, which I answered. If not for that, you would not have received any of my blessings." "Tell me," the first man asked the voice, "what did he pray for that I should owe him anything?" "He prayed that all your prayers be answered."
For all we know, our blessings are not the fruits of our prayers alone, but those of another praying for us.
When Jesus died on the cross he was thinking of you!

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i pray i pray...'
all my dearest beloved ones' prayers are all answered..
i believe GOD has done it many times for me and kim ...praises to the Lord!
others b4 self!
Amen

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

Thursday, November 02, 2006
10:25 PM

argh...today cried early in the morning..cos hubby nt understanding enuff...
sometimes i jus wonder if bryan is his son and am i his wife or nt? really pissed and feel like telling him off...one more time of such nonsense...i really will suggest for divorce and im getting serious this time...

today last day at My Little Campus...missed them so much lah...bought them some "unhealthy" food--aka sweets and chocolates lor...nicely wrapped in coloured aluminum foil with silver ribbon..1 word- chio lor..hahaha

damn nervous cos host teacher evaluating wif centre sup lah..the evaluation nt bad lor...lol still can make it thru lah jus a bit contridicting...hahaha..when ur free let ur read....

kids hugged me before they go hm..."I love u teacher serene, can u dun go..?" a ger asked me...aiyo...i gave her a squeezing power hug back..say"dec i will cm watch ur dance...better dance properly" hahaha aiyo...no more of these sentences to me hor...tearing liao..haha

so sian lor...haiz still gt to email the centre sup our observation thingy...kns...think must finish by tmr? so that i can have longer break for myself..hahaha

haiz....
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hope u were here with me lah..
ha..at least still can tahan thru'
pray that everything will be fine..
good or bad..we shall see..
"the quality of ur life is dependant on the quality of ur thoughts"

save me from the nothing I’ve become..