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Year 2009 just slipped away without me realising
i'm sure i've grown quite abit...emotionally(more managable), mentally(able to predict and get prepared) and physically (fatter...Oooopps)
and i know i can do so much better than these only
There are many people i oughta thank for my growth for year 2009.. Thanks to my family, my team mates and gang, my besties kim for being there to hear me out almost all the time and xiangyong & tat ter when i'm almost losing myself. thanks the latter 3 pals..for being able to fish me out and provide me the necessary advice and encouragement. And not forgetting those whom have caused hurt in my lfe journey this year- through you, i've grown quite a fair bit too. Not hating you, not at all.
No words can describe the paramount grattiude i owe these people in my life.
And of course, the biggest thanks goes to God. for He who takes away some and exchanges better ones--the ones He finds suits me best. Amen!
there are many things i wish and hope to accomplish for Year 2010. These are only a few of them:
1. spend more time; quality ones, with bryan and ben
a. bring them to fish the longkang fishes at bottle tree park
b. guide them to cycle
c. re-enforce on morals valves
d. bring them to library for story tellings
2. able to complete 4 kinds of knit/crochet work
a. socks for bryan & ben & jaydn
b. handbag for mummy
c. cap/hat for myself
d. dress for yifei
3. spend time and express my love to my parents & sistas
4. acquire more knowledge - work wise
5. give myself some free time of my own - solitude
6. to be happier as i'm rather contented with what i have and what i don't-- still grasping the concept of happiness wholly.
hahaha... thats quite a fair bit alrdy..
more to come when i think through thoroughly...my wants, needs and hopes
哭过就好了
作词：姚若龙
作曲：陈小霞
原唱：梁文音
不喜欢怀疑什么
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变，但不能说
你会这么做是我的错
哭过就好了伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱了牵手
不是为了争吵为了调头
哭过就好了痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
爱,一直存在
fell in love with this song the very 1st time i heard over the broadcast...
the lyrics are so very much like me... =)
that aside...actually thought of uploading bryan's yr end concert cum graduation vidz...but i think file too large!! hahah...he did a great job that day =) WELL DONE BOY
bryan's having the pox and is enjoying his stay at home...hahha only 7 dec will he be back in school together with ben whom have been transferred over...
ben should be adjusting well then, hopefully... hopefully he's not the bully in the class **fingers crossed** keke..
cheers!
人生的光彩在哪里？
早上醒来，光彩在脸上，
充满笑容的迎接未来。
到了中午，光彩在腰上，
挺直腰杆的活在当下。
到了晚上，光彩在脚上，
脚踏实地的做好自己。
原来人生也很简单，
只要能懂得『珍惜，知足，感恩』
你就拥有了生命的光彩。
omg...
the calling's been so strong lately...
its a tough decision...
should i go back to teaching????
after all these... i came to realise, how the aching in the heart came about..
should call that the woman's instinct
im the living shadow of ..... isn't it obvious?
no matter what i did, say... no matter how much i tried.. it makes no difference. it never will
you will never understand the kinda pain i'm going through... no one will ,ever, as i never speak of it at all..
i thought i was doing it good for u, i kept mum about the whole thingy...guess its true, cos here i am having the heartaches myself...
no amount of tears that poured helps; especially during the nights , whenever i'm by myself...
the achings brought me breathlessness and close to suffocation.. the achings nearly cost me my life when i was driving home that day..
my watch was lost that night; when i was pathetically waiting almost in vain for u in the street at the bus-stop.. was it God's plan telling me that its time to really put a stop... put a stop?
i know its lies after lies, yet i just couldn't let go... simply becos i really love u..
but its really high time to put an end to it... 13 Nov shall be the last, last of everything...
"memories ae short-lived; they will delete all those unhappy moments of life and only retain the joyous ones" is one of the latest chinese song (title which i couldn't recall) i heard over the broadcast 2 days ago... let's hope it works...
O-La!!!
good bye 2008, good time 2009!!
past 1 year...got many things happened...both good and bad of cos...
but we shd learn to letta go...
当你懂得放开双手时...拥有的却是一切!
nice right..all thanks to Xiangyong... =)
glad ur doing better now...at least ur more optimistic!! cheers...jaiyou!!
missed kimmie and the gals...
must find time to go out someday ya?
ok...tats all for now...find time to upload some cutie and funny clips and photos of my boys...bryan & ben of cos...
A-Dios...
no updates of new photos for time being...hahha
cow lah...haiz...the line got terminated...
im using office com to update this post now...
hahaha...
haiz...got many cutie photos can upload...see hw it goes...
im still having neck long long (NLL),hahha waiting for the car to arrive...
hopefully by friday? or at least sat morning.then can go pack food bk to celebrate ben's 1st birthday this sat... so fast huh? =)
ben can walk 2 steps w/o aid heheh...and he and bryan are lovely budders together...they really love each other alots..
Ben is ever so happy seeing bryan...=) good...all thanks to God ya? amen..
haiz..had been having bad intense tension in the right eye...tears jus free flow...and its a big pain to get the eyelid up... =) but today better alrdy...hope it dun relapse the 3rd time...im afraid i might go blind some day...=(
anyway...my bedok site gg to complete...still got one more block to go and moving on to clementi site...=) hee...
so its kinda free and not so free at these intervals lor... =)
hope to meet up wif kim, fairy, ernie, puja...etc..
fairy gg bangkok nxt yr feb...married there in fact...but the groom not dil...sad but i beleive its for the good of her family... tats wat i told her when she called last sat...=)
missed everyone so badly lor...=)
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dun ever cm bk into my life again
since ur leaving for unknown period of time... =)
i know its for the best for all of us ya?